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CosmicMouse
Jamirotalk mum
Joined: 10 Feb 2002
Posts: 4821
Location: Germany
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 Posted: Thu Aug 25, 2005 22:50 |
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Hello Jamily!
I am deeply touched by all your comments. Thank you all so much for your messages, I think it was a good idea to speak about it so openly.
I have to admit that I was in a really bad mood the last weeks, with the climax two days ago. Yesterday I was driving around in my car, thinking all day long about jamirotalk and all the troubles we have had there, all the bad vibes and I couldn't think of anything else. My thoughts were circulating and I was overthinking my feelings. I realized that again and again, always when there are conflicts at the forum, I feel really bad. It pulls me down everytime and I was asking myself: why I am still doing this? It is so much work, so much time, so much effort, so much decicions to make... and also money. I even pay for this every month and all I have is trouble and bad feelings. That doesn't make sense. If it was a payed job I could live from...ok, then it would just be a job and I wouldn't care, but I started it because Jamiroquai is my passion. And it was all about having great discussions with people from the whole world about that one thing we all love.
I am a person who needs harmony. I am unhappy when I am not living in harmony, so I felt wretched.
Well, I was driving in that car and couldn't really find a reason why I should go on. And that even made me more sad and I had tears in my eyes.
Now I am reading all your messages and have again tears in my eyes.
I just come back from a jamiroquai video session in my living room, together with Clarissa, our Aupair from Brazil... I was telling her a lot of Jamiroquai stories, about the band, the bandmembers, some fanstories, how I became a jamiroquai fan, my first concert..... we saw the broadcasting of the Carling Homecoming gig and other live recordings, and it was so much fun to search myself in the front row in the crowd. Wohoo, that brought back so much good memories, so much good feelings... (I haven't seen all those videos for years, I think!!!) ... I saw a lot of familar faces in the crowds, we were watching fotos from fan meetings which make the concerts even more special and unique.
Yeah, and suddenly I knew, why I am doing this, and why I will go on.
Wow, I will see the boys next month. I will again go to concerts, will meet great people and will party in the first row!!
And I will spread my bubbles again and again and again... 
Big huge hugs to my friends!! Thanks for your support!! 
Luv ya! 
Meike
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Dye
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Joined: 16 Nov 2003
Posts: 5146
Location: Planet Home; Buenos Aires, Argentina
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| Posted: Fri Aug 26, 2005 19:19 |
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Nice Meike 
I think that's the point, doing this while we still like it.
And most of us still enjoy all this, so.... 
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todd_15
Joined: 06 Dec 2004
Posts: 511
Location: byronbay, australia
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| Posted: Fri Aug 26, 2005 22:50 |
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I dont rekon the jamily has split... its just spread out its options alot more maybe look at it this way.... Parents look after the children untill there old enough to go out and live on themselves... The jamily is just like that.. we had sum great times sum good vibes and lots of fun but we've grown moving foward hence jamiro-x but it doesnt mean the jamily is dead and buried it is still strong
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craKing
Joined: 07 Mar 2005
Posts: 172
Location: south africa
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| Posted: Tue Sep 06, 2005 12:54 |
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You guys know I like starting arguments especially on that Aussie thread(Ahhhh,the good ol dayz) but you guys know it's all good and yall shouldn't take it too seriously!Peace!
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